Thursday, October 14, 2010

Truth

Do I tell you the truth or do I hide it behind my smile?

I have written many times in the months that I have been absent from this blog, but the question is; how much truth do you share on a blog, even if it is only read by the people you love? Do you dare bare that much honesty, even at night when everything seems possible, do you let them break in through your barrier and see whats behind? I wish I really could, but the truth is, the truth scares me too much. Not what you would think of it, but the thoughts that I think you would think of it. I conjure up the results in my head, and know I could not face that truth. Even this is to much, it will bring questions; questions I have no desire to answer, but how do I know, if I don't try?